I had it up to my eyeballs this this spanking!
I will not go over it again as most of you reading this know what I am talking about!
I have been Goggle spanked, rank spanked and now social spark prop spanked!
I am just a little fish in a big pond and I am forgetting how to swim.
I do paid blogging for many reasons and if it was not for SocialSpark and Paid per post I would have been living on the streets many times.
All the comments and props you got on SocialSpark the people begging and brown nosing for props and opps, it was actually my entertainment, though it got very boring in the end.
Many have bagged Ted over this and well actually Ted here is a blogging prop from me.
I look at it this way, If you got the props from a good place in some ones heart when they see your props are taken they will come back and prop you again, that is what friends are for right?
Yes it takes up loads of time doing it but if your sitting behind the computer umpteen hours a day I am sure you have the time to do it.
Guess there is only one option if you do not like it, well a few actually,
1, find another way to make ends meet
2, go try build your own form of socialspark and spank your people there
or 3, sit back, suck it up and deal with it.

No one is perfect, no program and no person but “props” to you on trying to keep people on the same level

The weather here is really bad at the moment, waking up today it was like BLLAHHHHH throwing the pj’s on and thinking ohhh yessss pj day, then ohh no I forgot I needed to get some vegetables for dinner, ahh I put it off till about 5pm before I put cloths on to actually go to the shop to buy the things I needed, this was AFTER I had a repair man come over for my boiler and ohhh baby baby was he yummy! his eyes! his butt his… **looks around** ok your getting the idea!!!

Ever since I was a little girl I have always wanted to be a police officer, I love to help people but seeing my age and my knee condition well the changes are not high.
From the age of 13 I have had my first aid and personally think it is important to know things like that.
I watch up on things and every year renew my certificate, I do not know if I would ever be an EMT but hey maybe getting into being a fire fighter and **grins**
Getting my hands on some videos and learning more of CPR can not hurt, how about my hands on IFSTA firefighting training videos

Well I do not know, I like attention but I am not so, well you know!
I like to make people smile and I like them to know I am thinking of them.If I get attention while doing it well sure pat me on the back!!!

You Are An Attention Seeker

You’re only human, so you can’t help but want a little attention every now and then. You love the spotlight, but only when it’s well deserved. You’d hate to be known for the wrong thing. And you also don’t mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement. You know there’s enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine. You come across as: Friendly and interesting People may wrongly think you’re: A little more modest than you actually are!

Wellllllllllllll we all know my blog is rather plain, there is a reason for that, I have no clue at all on how to design things.
Cloths design? ok that I know about but only to buy, web designing errr lets call in the professionals. Florida, New York Seattle web design does it matter where you are seeing this is the world wide web ? nooo not at al but it does matter who you get to design things. I know I will hire someone numerous professional Web design awards with a unique an “different” train of thought, just like myself!!

I am not so sure if I will be sleeping well tonight.
For some reason all night we have been watching a tv channel that is all about ghost stories and all these houses and hotels that are haunted, even if someone does not believe in ghosts I know I will be jumping at any bumps in the night.
Ummmm there is a place next to me in bed, who is offering to protect me tonight?

There are some things I can do and some things I can not do, there are some things I have always wanted to try and some things I do not dare.
I have always wanted to learn to play golf though everyone I tell it too thinks I am nuts and it must be the most boring useless sport around.
I took a few lessons at a driving range and I even managed to dig through the plastic covers on the grass, I put that down to talent! pure talent! Can you imagine the damage I would have done on real grass??
I really need to get more lessons as I have already been looking at some golfing vacations and oh my goodness I can not wait!
I just hope they let me on their greens after I get my little golf pass as these are some of the best ranges in the world! Checking out Las Vegas Golfing and just drooling over Las Vegas golf holidays I just got to do it!
so all I can say is FOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I did actually get my nails done today, they look amazing, but it come at a cost, a big cost, I bored the heck out of Jill.
Jill was sitting there saying “No no I am fine” man was she full of it, about 20 minutes into me getting my nails done Jill started on texting friends, I can only imagine how the messages went, my poor poor friend, I feel so crap with all the things I have put her through lately, well I do love her ad hope she knows it… Jill love you and my nails look sooooooo pretty!!!!

The headaches, the stress the feeling of always being drained and wondering what you are living for, so what are you living for? are you living for work? are you living to work to pay the bills? where is your stress coming from? I know where mine is coming from and it is time to get it out and over! This is meaning “WAKE UP and pay attention to your life! ”
Close your eyes, think of that calm relaxing place and click, no no not your mouse head over to Mindful Living TV Network and start calming and smiling and get the stress out and start living YOUR LIFE!!!

It is only a few more days and I have my friend coming over from England to help with some of the house improvements.
How could I refuse an offer of a friend wanting to come and do a lot of the structural work that they would be more then willing to do in return for a week or 2 in The Netherlands and seeing the sights.
So it looks like over the next 10 days I will be getting a lot of the things ready for the visit and the big build! Yup I have loads of alls going up and also some coming down.