So what do I do when my little monster has vacation ?
We sleep in, and when I say sleep in she crawls out of her bed, crawls into mine, wakes me a million times to tell me she loves me, hugs me and takes pictures. So here is Tiddles and little Monster in all their glory, sleep in the corner of our eyes, no make up, just all natural!!!!

I have it all worked out, all the beads I have “recently discovered” I know what I am going to make with them!

Years ago I had a friend who would wear nothing but barefoot sandals to the beach and I totally fell in love with them and when showing friends pictures of them they all wanted them as well, so what do you all think?  should I make a few of these with the nice warm weather coming ???

When do you know if a hobby is getting out of hand? I am not sure myself but  I think I am getting pretty close to it!

This weekend I was cleaning out my bead draws and boxes, Oh My Goodness, I found hundreds of dollars of beads and jewellery findings that are not even opened, things I forgot about, half made necklaces and goodness knows what else. I have still not finished cleaning and arranging my things as yet, it looks like I have days left before I even go through it all. Knowing me I will stop half way through and make some necklaces and never get this arranging and organising done.

Keep an eye on this space coming soon, new necklaces

Some of you who know me know the last few weeks/months/years have been a hard and trying time, pff we all have that. On top of it all I thought I was going to totally lose my mind, my doctor is amazed I have not lost my mi as yet.

Some weeks ago I had more then a handful of people tell me I was suffering from manic depression, a nicer name to use BiPolar, it has taken some education and looking back on my “life” to see how everything has fallen into place and how things have panned out to realise “well hell yes I am” also some visits to a shrink, who mind you needs a shrink himself!  His advice to me on some issues were 1, not for him to say and 2, totally fucking illegal, I guess he thought seeing me in jail was safer for me and maybe the world ~laughs~

So here I am it is official, all the jokes I use to say about myself is true, I am chemically unbalanced deal with it :-)  even though I have obviously been living with it for years and I thought it was just the regular old Tiddles thinking knowing my mood swings have a name would not change a thing, well I was wrong, it has been a heavy load thrown onto me to learn how to deal with it and also what triggers things. Anyways enough of that I shall depress you later on with it all ~grins~

Well my manic (mania) mood the last few days has been full of energy, I have washed, dusted and polished everything you can see on the lower floor of my house, today I start on the next floor, all the bedrooms and bathroom, hope my back will be able to handle it

Just a little useless information to add in Mania is the ancient Roman goddess of the dead, errr  what is this meant to be telling me?

I am planning on going out tonight and like everything I do, before going out or vacation I always check things are in order, and I do not mean my house but I mean me!

Here I was today doing the roots of my hair, my grey is showing and that is not allowed in my books, so I called the hair dresser and they were booked up so I got a kit myself, now here comes the game part, I done the roots myself!!!!

I done the middle part and around my face you know, all the obvious parts of grey you can see then I realised OH MY GOD!! the back of my head, the crown and oh my.. what the heck am I going to do? I can not see what the heck I am doing, I got the brush full of the hair colour and slapped it on pretending I knew what I was doing, looking in the mirror trying to be all professional, well it did work out, my hair did not change colour and I seemed to have got all the grey, well what I can see, I guess the test is tonight if people notice my grey and silver hair shining in the black lights of the dance floor.