It is only 5 hours before I am meant to be on my way to London, I have not packed anything and my house is a mess, My cloths are still in the drier and not really sure what shoes to pack, yes I know I have 40 or so to pick from but still.

I thought I would leave you with this live performance from Blof, a Dutch band I love very much. Translated the title is “Love out London” though if you want it in correct English it would be “Love from London”

So want a post card from London the old fashion way? that means snail mail? send me your address no problem a card will be on its way!
I will see you all back here in 5 days.
Enjoy the song and if I have internet at the hotel I will try to drop by, please keep dropping by to see what is happening.

I am going to be away for a few days and I need to pack a suitcase, errr I just realised something, I DO NOT own one!
I have a little thing with wheels a carry on back but no suitcase so it makes me think, where the heck did I lose my suitcases?
I was sitting and thinking about it and the only thing I can think of is they are still at my ex husbands, heck what are ex’s for if it is not to take all your things!
So I loaned one from a friend, all is good now, lets get back to putting my washing machines new parts in so I can have clean cloths to pack!

I have this friend, we have been friends for years, we are somewhat dorks together and we do the silliest things together, he is my clown, the smile on my face.
Just 5 minutes ago he called me through his coffee break, his first words where “I can make you jealous and want me” yes this is the kind of thing I have to put up with from him, “I have the new Within Temptation cd and it is amazing” he said, with my reply of “I hate you” he just laughed at me and told me it was not the jealous part.
“So Saturday they are having a concert and I have tickets, wanna come?”
I about burst into frustration tears, I can not make it because I am going to England for a few days, man this just sucks!
Andre and I have this really messed up relationship he is amazing, he is like my lover and my brother my best friend who kicks me in the arse when I need it and is always there to slap me back to reality, when I am down he is up and also the other way around, out BiPolar friendship works **chuckles**
Love you mate your amazing and 1 in a zillion, I will send you a post card, just do not tell me how the concert was **pout look**

Ok I have enough problems trying to figure out what shoes go with what skirts and dresses, I am sure there is nothing in m shoe rack to go with this!!! What will they think of next??

I am stressed , tired and the world is falling apart around me, my washing machine just broke down, my cell phones are all dead, all meaning 3 of them, my car is working when it wants to. So in 1 weeks I am going to London (UK) So nothing could go wrong, right?  wrong!!! hotel messed us over, the airlines it being mental and AARGGGG I just want to relax damn it !!! So much crap has been happening here lately I just need to relax and on top of it all I am home sick!!!